Ok so I've finally found someone I can trust whole-heartedly and it feels good. To open up about things that happened decades ago,no more pain or secrets, I can finally say someone love me for the real me,no pretense and I feel enlightened. I had a conversation with God, an open-hearted one,since He already know all my hurt,suffering,humiliation and sins so it made it so much easier. I felt lifted and that's a really good feeling,I want to cling to that for as long as I can. I feel ready to face whatever comes my way